The fragments of yesterday is no longer valid

The fragments of yesterday is no longer valid only reminisces of the past a knowledge experience which may become a solid foundation as present how to anticipate life presently. Basically we are in a chapter of our own and creation of our own either to know it or clueless in a reluctant to understand facts. The question is to ask yourself, who you really are? Blood-relation will not guarantee that you will be known and for a matter of facts even to your closes friends. A person needs to understand the facts of himself or herself and the significance of life. Bear in minds we all are in facts have our responsibilities. Knowing the priority and yes at times require selfishness because majority people in life forget you thus when you give don’t ask kindness to come back. Either you give in or ignore. There are others things practically need your attention. The negatively cosmos input will only generally put you down if you take it too hard and start questioning. Life is to live practically and survive with no doubt. Live in trials practice and lets the fate decide. Whatever that was written here is nothing more for me to look at myself and realizing how people may not matters because nobody lived in your shoes. Having different personally and attitude may have made people misjudge you. You cannot change who you are but you can change who you can becomes in a process.

Encounter of countless trials which lead to failure and I do not regret it. Success to me is not justified by trials of action but to own it in a sense of accomplishment.  Wasted my years but again without all the sense of experience I will not grew into what I am today. Sometimes having a coffee doing nothing but simply be happy that is something money can’t buy. Yes the definition of happiness is simply be merrily and joyfully thanking the time at peace. Alhamdulillah for all praises to the Al-Mighty nothingness just silent in tune.

There are people keep asking me why I do not settle down. It’s not that I am too particular to be with whom, basically even when I am involve with relationships I do not declare it. I would rather let it be known for valid reason. Allah knows the best but then majority do not understand my significant answer. Whatever matters and trials are predestined. It does not mean I need sympathized. The truth is a relationship is not terms but responsibilities. If she can’t figure it out what the fuck I want to waste my time. I am maybe among the unluckiest guy to encounter few hijab women who are worse than bitch. But then I am not unlucky because I know where to stop. But I do not simplify or justified all women. Experience is valuable knowledge. Having vast experience mixing with people regardless who and humbly sharp observation that is a trump card, well in this world there are many assholes right? There are also many bitches.

“If she’s amazing, she won’t be easy. If she’s easy, she won’t be amazing. If she’s worth it, you won’t give up. If you give up, you’re not worthy. Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for. Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. The winds that sometimes take something we love, are the same that bring us something we learn to love. Therefore we should not cry about something that was taken from us, but, yes, love what we have been given. Because what is really ours is never gone forever.”- Bob Marley