Becoming selective and remains in the principal is not selfish.

At times a cup of coffee, alone with my own self doing nothingness I see myself clearly. Yes the imperfection of life struggles, how miracle happens or tragically unexpected situation; what I see are fractions that predestined in the journey. The journey of life is nothing more like a dramatic question to find an answer. Even so life hurdles cannot be predicted only forecast, how the situation you may falls or trap nobody will be able to help you. Only selective people will come-by and help regardless whether he or she have the same blood-line as you or none at all, puzzling because sometimes miraclely that person may only know you a little. Practically and mostly people who you knew don’t really care. After years that have pass-by and the result that I have been through I become selective. Therefore I always set my priority first now because people mostly may not even attempt to think the sacrifices you made for them. Not even be thankful so I tend to move forward regardless all that may tag along insya-allah. Put your trust and faith, lets the fate decide. But then when you are too honest in statement or principal people can mistook your intention as vengeance or hate. You cannot make everyone agree or like you. It becomes an awkward moments when you realized actually you cannot handle stupid people. I mean damn stupid, ignorance and selfish person, moving away from the negativism thoughts.

Becoming selective and remains in the principal is not selfish. Its mean you are giving your priority first but even so if you decline your priority first for other, your sacrifice is mean well. Nothing more a gestures truthful action from you, giving and not asking to gives back. My goal today may changes in future but it remains purely the same in principal, where do I stand in midst of time?

There lots of people out there to judge me wrongly but as I mentioned before I don’t really care because ALLAH knows my intentions. I am not yet settle and I am single basically not because I want to stay single forever it just that my soulmate is not yet destined. Some people with sarcasm thought or views think I do not even have girlfriends before. I am not a person to declare my relationships status when I involve in relationship. I do not see a point because I believed at times there are certain issues to just be kept but mostly people like to show off. Not until I get married than maybe I will gladly to declare. Some people with sarcasm thought or views may think I am a choosy fellow well nobody live in the same shoes as you. Who are they to judge you right? I believed ALLAH knows best and this FAITH AND TRUST never fails me. My motto for so many years till present, “Life is to live practically and survive with not doubt. Live life in trials practice and lets the fate decide.” Only selective people understand that principal of faith. A statement where do you think you belong?