At times a cup of coffee, alone with my own
self doing nothingness I see myself clearly. Yes the imperfection of life
struggles, how miracle happens or tragically unexpected situation; what I see
are fractions that predestined in the journey. The journey of life is nothing
more like a dramatic question to find an answer. Even so life hurdles cannot be
predicted only forecast, how the situation you may falls or trap nobody will be
able to help you. Only selective people will come-by and help regardless whether
he or she have the same blood-line as you or none at all, puzzling because
sometimes miraclely that person may only know you a little. Practically and
mostly people who you knew don’t really care. After years that have pass-by and
the result that I have been through I become selective. Therefore I always set
my priority first now because people mostly may not even attempt to think the
sacrifices you made for them. Not even be thankful so I tend to move forward regardless
all that may tag along insya-allah. Put
your trust and faith, lets the fate decide. But then when you are too honest in
statement or principal people can mistook your intention as vengeance or hate.
You cannot make everyone agree or like you. It becomes an awkward moments when
you realized actually you cannot handle stupid people. I mean damn stupid, ignorance
and selfish person, moving away from the negativism thoughts.
Becoming selective and remains in the principal
is not selfish. Its mean you are giving your priority first but even so if you
decline your priority first for other, your sacrifice is mean well. Nothing
more a gestures truthful action from you, giving and not asking to gives back.
My goal today may changes in future but it remains purely the same in
principal, where do I stand in midst of time?
There lots of people out there to judge me wrongly
but as I mentioned before I don’t really care because ALLAH knows my
intentions. I am not yet settle and I am single basically not because I want to
stay single forever it just that my soulmate is not yet destined. Some people
with sarcasm thought or views think I do not even have girlfriends before. I am
not a person to declare my relationships status when I involve in relationship.
I do not see a point because I believed at times there are certain issues to
just be kept but mostly people like to show off. Not until I get married than maybe
I will gladly to declare. Some people with sarcasm thought or views may think I
am a choosy fellow well nobody live in the same shoes as you. Who are they to
judge you right? I believed ALLAH knows best and this FAITH AND TRUST never
fails me. My motto for so many years till present, “Life is to live practically
and survive with not doubt. Live life in trials practice and lets the fate
decide.” Only selective people understand that principal of faith. A statement
where do you think you belong?
